The Lost Love

There is this introvert guy I think I am madly in love with and he loves me too, in a way that he can never explain. It is not that he does not want to express himself, but it is so because he is not the kind of person who would hug you and tell you how much you mean to him. He is not the person who will give you surprises or call you just to tell you that you have a special place in his heart, but he is also the person who will cancel all his plans just for the sake of your smile and will never let you find out that he had any plans in the first place.

He is the kind of person who will silently shed tears with you but will never show it, he is the person who loves you the most on this planet but does not know how to frame the words to tell you so. He is the sort of person who believes that words would steal the thunder of his emotions, something he would never wish to allow. So, he remains quiet most of the time, even when you are dying to hear him, he will be silent. His silence speaks volumes though if you are willing to listen. Yes, I am in love with this introvert guy.

I am so in love with him that he is the puzzle I would want to willingly spend my whole life-solving. It's not like I have never tried to express my feelings to him but he appreciated my efforts and every time made me understand that its only friendship and nothing else.

It has been five years of our friendship. We have laughed and cried together. We have argued and discussed our lives and dreams. We have shared our darkest secrets with each other. We have our times when we didn't talk for months and also when we spent nights with each other. I want to tell him this: You were there when I had everyone and you were there when I had no one, basically you have always been there. You are the best thing that has ever happened to me. I cherish you so much! I love you and you love someone else but what you have with me is something special, the kind of bond that you cannot share with anyone else. Your company is so perfect.

Unlike me, you hardly tell me how you feel, and I always need to figure it out by myself. There is something that you need to know: You complete me and I don't think that I will ever cherish anything as much as I cherish us.

Yes, you definitely mean more to me than just a friend. People doubt us and even laugh at us when we name our bond as friendship. You have made me believe that it is not always about the name we give to the bond we share but in fact, it is about the depth, the understanding and the love that we share that makes some relationships irreplaceable.

I really do not know what the future holds for both of us but I do know that you will always be the one closest to my heart and you will always be the one who taught me the real meaning of love and friendship as well.

Keep smiling and believe in yourself 😊

P.S.: A copied one with my own flavour