Wednesday 9 October 2019

She

It is a special day for both of them tomorrow. He was too tired to stay awake till 12:00, while she is an excited soul to keep him up. But yes, they made it special for each other.

Sounds perfect! #CoupleGoals

But sometimes, things are not the way as they may seem to you. There was something from the past, that had to come up on their special day to make them special in some other way. Something that was done long before this day and since that was done, things had changed, she knew it. She was already having thought about her doing but once done, it cannot be taken back was the case this time. And it happened.

He did not want to spoil her mood by discussing it, but she insisted. And as expected, the balloon burst. Not anger, but irritation and frustration and disappointment came out. He thought all that he has been doing for her was in vain. But she was sorry for what was done, she still is. She had her points from the past but she can see things gradually changing now.

She is a calm and patience loving girl for all but when it comes to someone she loves, she becomes the fiercest lioness.
She cannot accept any kind of ignorance or lies.
She doesn't say everything, doesn't mean she won't know.
She has all those intuitions and proofs to prove you wrong but she still wants to keep things low and hopes that he will understand her.
She doesn't want anything but only truth and loyalty are her expectations.
She was already hurt with a long-distance relationship which ended and broke her into pieces.
She slowly gathered her pieces and tried to make them one whole.
She is already broken.
She is trying to build herself again.
She is now afraid of breaking it all again.
She doesn't have the courage anymore to again get up and build it again.
She will not be able to.
She now fears trusting anyone.
She fears to share her thoughts.
She doesn't know how she should behave or talk.
She doesn't want to hurt him either.
She is trying her best to make him feel special.
She makes efforts to take things along.
She doesn't know if she should focus on career or family.
She thought he will understand her and will support her.
Yes, he is supporting her.
He is a very good human being but
She is still not sure if he is a good life partner as well.

Yes, maybe she has high expectations. She should not have such high expectations and should understand this as soon as possible. She will understand this soon. And it will be all sorted.

Keep smiling and believe in yourself 😊

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